Has taken over my phone.
My data usage has doubled.
I need to be skinny so bad.
I will be skinny.
No matter how much data it takes for thinspo for motivation, no matter how long it takes me, no matter how much I hate myself, no matter how hard things get, no matter how many times I have to start again….
I will be skinny.
I will be skinny.
I will be skinny.
I need to be skinny.
SO he can pick me up
SO I can feel good about myself
SO I can have cheat days
SO I can wear tiny clothes
SO I can post thinspo pics
SO I can feel confident at the beach
SO I don’t have to suck it in
SO I can get a belly piercing
SO my thighs don’t rub together
SO i can look delicate
SO I CAN BE SKINNY
- I want to be able to post cute photos on Instagram or Tumblr without deleting it later because I looked like a fat fuck.
- I want to go to stores and by size 0 clothes and go take pictures in the dressing room mirror when I try them on.
- I want to be able to be proud of my stretch marks, because when I’m skinny my stretch marks will be proof that I beat obesity.
- I want to wear tights\leggings and have a lovely thigh gap to show off.
- I want to wear pretty velvet chokers without actually being choked.
- I want to be able to wear makeup without looking like I’m trying too hard.
- I want to be able to just throw on sweat pants and a sweater with a messy bun and still look cute.
- I want all the guys\girls who called me fat to fall for me so that I can break their hearts like they broke my will to live.
- I want strangers to look at me concerned when I pass them in a store or on the streets.
- I want to be able to buy bracelets that would actually fir my wrists.
- I want all my current clothes to be baggy on me. And I could even make dresses out of old shirts.
- I want my friends to be able to pick me up and tell me how light I am.
- I want to be able to get on the scale without being scared, because I’ll be at my goal weight.
- I want to look attractive in lingerie and cute underwear without looking like a whale with cloths on.
- I want to be able to one day wear my mom’s wedding ring.
Looking at thinspo less and bonespo more, because you realised that “thin” wasn’t skinny enough for you anymore, and you crave to be just skin and bone.
1. Thigh gap for days
2. “I think all my clothes are to big for you”
3. Wearing a size 0
4. A flat stomach
5. My friends will be able to actually pick me up
6. “I wish I had a body like yours”
7. Being someone else’s thinspo
8. Not being afraid to show off my body
9. Being more confident
10. Finally getting a boyfriend
11. Being popular
12. Wearing a small to extra small
13. Not being afraid to change clothes infront of anyone
14. Skinny arms
15. “Do you even eat?”
i really hate those proana/thinspo posts that are like “do you want to look like this or this” and then uses pictures of random fat women to compare to pictures of skinny women.
like how fucking dare you. they’re both beautiful and just because im unhappy with my bpdy doesnt mean i have any right to tell fat people that they are ugly or undesirable.
dont ever call someone a pig or ugly or a cow just because you call yourself that. you have no right to abuse someone like that. you just end up being no better than the people who called you all those things when you were in school.
Say it louder for the people in the back !
Me in the beginning:*looks at Thinspo* oH My gOd pEoPle loOk liKe tHiS?
Me now: *sips green tea and looks at bonespo* Hm, this isn’t skinny enough.
